trying to write a journal

well i just keep trying to write this journal, i am quite aggravated, i miss talking to my friends,nothing much has happen around here lately, Jess is playing basketball, and they took 2nd place in a b-ball tournament. i was proud of that.i realized this week that my youngest son will be 22 this month, and my oldest boy will be 25, and my Angel will be 20, and jess is 9, no wonder i feel old, i am old, the nerve blocks i had on my back that was suppossed to last for 2 years, only lasted 2 weeks, and now the cold weather is getting here so pain is increasing, my sleeping pill helps me go to sleep but doesn't keep me asleep.
I just mostly stay home all the time, don't even go to church anymore i plan on trying to go sunday, did get out for the basketball tournament, i have been trying to finish hand quilting my quilt, i can only quilt a little bit at a time, i plan on sewing a little today, maybe a new skirt for church, i hope this journal works, i really do miss talking to my friends, thinking of you all.