trying to stay positive

trying to stay positive, because i feel like it will help me not feel so down. i am going to try to find another small group but i might have to wait for the fall because i don't think many of them are up and running in the summer, because summers are a busy time for people but if i have to wait until fall i guess ill have to, but im going to try to call anyway. but first ill have to find some churches to call first. i hope when i call someone will call me back because the last church i called never called me back so i felt let back and not motivated because of that but im trying so hard to pick myself back up again. im trying so hard to do that. because im tried of feeling so down all the time.