Trying to stay optimistic

Well I get to see my RE tomorrow after waiting a month since surgery.  I have to say that I really can't wait but I've been so busy at work that I didn't really have all that much time to obsess over the fact that the last time I was TTC was in May.  I also have to say that trying to stay in touch with everything that is going on in all my DS friends lives has kept me focused on something else then me.  I am trully gratefull for that and for all of you.
I keep telling myself this week that it can't be all bad.  After all, if my RE wanted to tell me I couldn't try anymore after what ended up happening after my mc, she could have told me soon after surgery.  I'm been holding on to the hope that she was probably just making sure I had all the healing time I needed before thinking of trying again.
The one thing that sucks is that I still have a stupid IUD and that she won't be removing it tomorrow but I guest if it comes down to me needing more healing time and then being able to do an other IVF cycle I can live with that.
I'll let all of you know tomorrow night what she says.  Just send me good vibes so I get good news.  At this point, I'm trying not to obsess about the wait as long as I get to try for a BFP.
Thinking of all of you that are having a hard time or that have to try again after your last BFN.  It's not easy but I have to say some of you have given me a lot of hope with all the joy that has also blessed some of you. Hoping to see more BFPs soon.