Trying to see this as not a failure, but a step.

Made it 3 1/2 weeks, had some money come in, got stressed about the holidays and spending time with the family, and lost control. Discouraged that I was doing so well, but really feel this was a huge step as 3 1/2 weeks is a new accomplishment.  Going to do my best to make it longer this time, and watch myself more when money comes in, and free time is available.  Need to limit my free time, and my access to money during the free time.