Trying to move forward

It's been a long time since I've been on here and written a journal entry. I guess what turned me away from the site was a friend I made on here who in returned disappointed me and dropped out of my life without an explanation. I trusted this person with a lot and cared about. I just don't like having unanswered questions. What sucks is I still care about him and worry still. I considered him a friend I guess I wasn't to him. I try to move forward but at times I find myself thinking out him and what happened to him. I just have to suck it up and move on with life.
I still can't believe it has been over a year since I came out and it still feels like it was just yesterday. Friends and family that I have told are okay with it. My mom and dad are fine with it and they were the main one's I was worried about. I still find it hard talking to them about it. If I didn't have my cousin I don't know what I would do she is the one that keep's me sane. Being the shy and quiet type doesn't help me in social settings. I feel so alone at times but I think that's because I really don't have any real friends. What sucks is this feeling of loneliness that I have at times. I don't know how to put myself out there and make some gay friends.
I've been thinking a lot lately about taking some computer tech classes. That's something I want to get into before this month ends. I see my life flashing before my eyes. I'm turning 29 next month and I feel like I haven't accomplished anything with my life. So many things I want to do and I don't know where to start.