Trying to find trust

I am looking for someone who can help me work through trust.  I have done a lot of work on myself with emotional, physical and sexual abuse and genocide.  I am married for with three elementary school children, had my own computer consultant business, and do spend a lot of time socializing.  On the outside, I appear to have it all together.  I am a business/life coach, and my own mentor coach came across my trust issues.  Once I start crying, I am unproductive for the rest of the day.  It is hard for me to listen to anyone.  The cost I am paying for this trust issue is huge.  I expect everyone to turn on me, and I am always ready.  The biggest mistrust is in myself.  

If anyone has dealth with their mistrust issue, please share your journey.

Thanks in advance!