Trying to come back

I've been having a tough time.  Hard to articulate.  Plus so busy at work and with life that I haven't taken the time to reach out.  Ugh.  So baby steps with this short entry.

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hereandnow5
hereandnow5

You know what? I feel SO MUCH PRESSURE to be articulate here. I could spend hours agonizing on entries, comments, hugs, and just the right verbiage. That\'s why being a manager is killing me - I\'m so obsessive about saying the right thing that makes everyone happy. And that is a) unachievable and b) will kill me in the end with stress, and not taking care of the things that need to be taken care or. So I guess I\'m going to practice just writing the first things that come out of my fingers. And see how that goes. Gotta get ready for work. I hate work!

Okay, I hate to end with that, because I also feel the pressure to be positive and constructive. Oh well, this is MY journal entry, I get to say what I want to say. It\'s different than posting a comment in a discussion. So...I will try to just hit the \"add comment\" with this downer of a message.
deleted_user
deleted_user

hey its nice to have you back here.I just wanted to say ...there is no right or wrong when it comes to feelings and thoughts.You cant mess up!!!!So just write whatever pops into your head..its all good:) and your right it is YOUR journal:)