Trying to be sober

So......I've never really admitted this before......but I think I'm boarder line alcoholic.

I've always enjoyed a few drinks, but over the last couple of years I found Ive been drinking to the point where I can't remember and getting into bad situations and damaging my body.

I'd like to stop, but will find it hard.

My family are big drinkers and enjoy a drinks do, and I work as a bar manager, so find it hard not to have a pint after work.

I've gone a couple of weeks without drinking recently but find it too easy to slip back into binge drinking.

I think I need help!