trying to be patient. and losing weight.

 i really need to lose weight, like its so important my marriage depends on it.   it really does.   Also, trying so hard to be patient. with waiting for my mentor friend. cuz she has a really busy life and i don't so i have to be the one that bends more. i really see that now. and thats what im going to do. so right now im waiting for may to end and june to begin and then wait again for her to pick a day in june. cuz she is worth all of that.   well thats all for now.