Trying to be hopeful
We transferred two babies on Monday. I call them babies. Not blastocyctes and not embryos. That may be my downfall later if this doesn't work.
Anyway...the transfer went really well. They were 5 day frozen ones and sometimes I hear the frozen babies have a better success rate than a fresh cycle. Who really knows. But I'm hopeful! We go back to test on Tuesday, the 29th. I'm terrified and I try so hard not to think about it. I just wanna stay busy so thoughts of "What if" and "if it's a negative, then what"...all stay out of my head.
The nurse gave us a picture of the little ones. It's amazing to see what they look like when they're taken out of the freezer versus what they look like right before they get implanted. They developed and explained so much more. I pray that they're in there, growing like a weed. :) If not...I'm going to feel so broken. Like we got this far, but my stupid body couldn't grow them right. Sigh....sniff.... I guess time will tell. This stress won't do me any good.
I pray every day for my babies and I can't wait to meet them. Hopefully in about 9 months! :D
Anyway...the transfer went really well. They were 5 day frozen ones and sometimes I hear the frozen babies have a better success rate than a fresh cycle. Who really knows. But I'm hopeful! We go back to test on Tuesday, the 29th. I'm terrified and I try so hard not to think about it. I just wanna stay busy so thoughts of "What if" and "if it's a negative, then what"...all stay out of my head.
The nurse gave us a picture of the little ones. It's amazing to see what they look like when they're taken out of the freezer versus what they look like right before they get implanted. They developed and explained so much more. I pray that they're in there, growing like a weed. :) If not...I'm going to feel so broken. Like we got this far, but my stupid body couldn't grow them right. Sigh....sniff.... I guess time will tell. This stress won't do me any good.
I pray every day for my babies and I can't wait to meet them. Hopefully in about 9 months! :D
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Exciting news! Throwing baby dust your way! Praying for you and your sticky babies :-)
You popped into my head today, so I\'m glad you updated :) Praying for you and your babies!
Thank you for all of your support ladies! I couldn\'t keep my chin up without you! I\'m so scared and nervous. I\'m so crampy I keep thinking I\'ll start my period just any day. I cried today because I read some sappy story on Pinterest. I mean, really?! Haha! Hormones crazy right now. But on the flip side the progesterone shots have gotten easier, and I can barely feel them any more. 4 more days until our blood test!