trying somthing

I have made the decision to cut back on my meds hope to stop them completely.  I know most would say bad idea...but I want to feel like me again.  My therapist and I have decided to slowly go off one at a time and see how I do.  I was suprised she wasn't against it...then again she has heard me bitch about them for the past 6 months.  (She isn't the one rx the meds thats a different Dr. who doesn't know me like my therapist...hell maybe 10 times I've been to her office...and she thinks she knows whats best for me...I have to laugh)  Either way this will be an experiment and give me something to do/try.  Speaking of something to do...I hate living in a city where I know nobody.  I have my coworkers...but made a promise to myself that work is seprate from my personal life.  I'm learning from past history.  Work itself is alright...wishing I didn't have to make the change of moving and finding a new job.  Never again do I want to be fired...it really made me feel worthless and angry.  Come March 11th It'll be 1 year that I was fired from my job.  Thats it for now...gotta get to bed work early tomorrow.