Trying something new

Sooo, I thought I would try something new to help manage my stress, anxiety, worries, fears, etc., and joined this site. It seems like a pretty good decision so far.
As for some of my history: alcoholic and drug addict in recovery, extreme anxiety, depression, PTSD, VoNPD, etc.
I have a tendency to run EVERYTHING to the extreme. I'm hard core black and white, no middle ground. I get all worked up in my own head and worry about a lot, constantly. I AM WORKING ON THIS!
I meditate, I use angel cards, I use mala beads, and now...I use this site.
A little about me: I'm Amber (guess I should have stated this first). I am 29 years old, married, and have children. I am a business owner. I enjoy reading, writing, sports, movies, music, art, theatres, etc. I am in the middle of a self-discovery journey and truly learning who I am and what I like. My past has always prevented this and my current husband actually supports me and all that I wish to do. I lost myself about 15 years ago and am just now finding myself again.
I'll keep this short and sweet for now. Just wanted to do an initial entry real quick so I can hopefully make some new friends!
I'm off to play!