Trying!

Shane is doing OK in school.  Not very motivated.  That's discouraging but hey it's only 1st Grade right?  Lauren is extreme excited about the school and loves her teachers.  I'm pleased about that.  Shane is Shane.  He's getting his OT 3 times a week and I think I will be starting him on Therapeutic Listening again.  Because he needs to transition better.  He's eating his pencils and literally collapsing the metal for the eraser.  I'm afraid he's going to harm his teeth.  Also he's 6 and does not have a loose tooth yet.  Not sure it's that's a good thing.   He's still in the Delta Program and thank goodness.  They get so much more enrichment than the other kids because of their grades.  I pray Lauren gets in.  She's not reading yet and Shane read at 3 years old.  (don't want to compare) As for me, I'm trying to get back into shape.  I'm teetering between 160 and 162 which I suppose is better than 168 and 170.  But I don't understand why it's taking so long.  My diet is not the same either.  So I should be thinner right? Wrong!  Still moosy!  I don't get it.  I feel good and have a lot of strength.  I can be on the eliptical machine for hours and sweats my balloons off.  Yet I'm still the same chub.  WTF?  Any advice and/or comments are welcomed.