try to have fun on my own

Hi Honey, I went to an Indian Casino on Sunday with the ladies from work. It was the first time I do something like this without you. Do you remember I asked you to go with me just to see what it's like?  Well, when I am with the ladies I felt fine, then everyone started to find their own slot machine, so I was alone.  I walked around the machines several time, tried a few and moved on.  I wasn't having fun. I finally found one that liked me.  It kept giving me nice sound and credits rose and dropped but never below what I put it.  I was missing you not being there and tears just came out of me.  I asked you to let me have some fun before it's time to go home, maybe you heard me and let me had a bit of fun in the end.