Try and stay positive

So I am having one of those days that I have to dig in and stay positive!! I REFUSE TO ALLOW my day to be ruined becuase I don't have kids right now. AF is knocking on the freakin door and I thought I  told her not to come this month...Those first 2 days are always the hardest but I have a peaceful quiet 3 day weekend that I refuse to let be taken becuase of being sad about this!! THIS IS SO hard. My hubby gets home in 1 hour and we are going to Orlando to get aways and get my mind off of this!! My day is coming and I will be writing BFP SOON! Love ya DS Infertility sisters!!