Trusting God in my season of expectancy

“expecting” has been on my heart. When a woman is expecting, she’s expecting a beautiful baby in 9-months. What happens when it doesn’t work out that way? Well for me unfortunately it ended in 2-misscarriages. It was more than a baby, but I was expecting hopes, dreams and for God to protect my seed.
So what if it cost my unborn child’s life not once but twice? The answer is, I’ll trust you Lord. What if I lost the very thing I thought I loved the most? The answer is, I’ll trust you Lord. What if it seems like everyone else around me is getting blessed? The answer is, I’ll trust you Lord. What if I don’t have all the answers? The answer is, I’ll trust you Lord.
While I’m trying not to dwell on my loss, but look to what I have to gain moving forward, I still trust that God will and is working on this area of my life, like so many other things I prayed for. I have a praise report this morning, I missed church but I still spent time in meditation and prayer. My husband is not a regular church goer, and this something I put in God’s hands. My husband initiated and suggested we go to Bible study Wednesday. I almost cried tears of joy!
I trust and expect God to bring wholeness to not some areas of my life but all! Because I trust and have the faith that he can do that. He cant fail and it is in his Word. Will you trust God with me today? I’m in the 2-week waiting period. This is could be the month that I’m expecting a little bundle of joy:) If not, I will keep waiting on God. I’m holding on to His promises, keeping the faith and trusting God in my season of expectation.