True love and loss

THOUGHT OF HIM ~ Chillin' at the mall with the boys. Thought of him. Blessing and eating our food. Thought of him. Went to the movies and had an empty seat beside me. Thought of him. Sharing popcorn, candy, and a soda with my son. Thought of him. Put new sheets on the bed. Thought of him. Sleeping close to his side of the bed. Thought of him. His son wears his cologne now. Thought of him. Flashbacks to us laughing. Thought of him. Wishing he was here to cook. Thought of him. Watching the cooking shows he loved. Thought of him. Seeing his Webber grill on the back porch. Thought of him. Watching King of Queens. Thought of him. Seeing my boys. Thought of him. Someone asked about his dad. Thought of him. His friends check up on us. Thought of him. His friend had a birthday yesterday. Thought of him. Every time I see a bass symbol. Thought of him. Every time I see something funny on Facebook. Thought of him. Polishing my nails and smelling the fumes. He hated that smell. Thought of him. Had a great day with my boys. Thought of him. Glad they make me laugh. Thought of him. When I start to worry unnecessarily, they calm me down with "Chill Mommm!" Thought of him. He would be proud of them. Thought of him. Getting sleepy and gonna call it a night. Hope I dream of him.

Mona Smith Hairston 2014 ©