Trust

This week I have been really dealing with the word trust. WHo do you trust with your most inner feelings, WHo do trust to help you cross the road. Being in this walk for two years I have seen so much. Alot of pain and alot of uncertain things. But it makes you think, are we locked in a prison of this grief. Are the bars that surrend us unattainable to get out. Is the pain, and heartache and changes that controlling to who we are suppose to be and what we are suppose to do. Is there no key that can unbind us from this. One thing I have known for sure from the day harry died is there is HOPE.Let me share this with Hope for a better futureHope that we will see them againHope that GOd's promises are trueThere is hope for tommorrow. Now let me explain, there are people out there that will harm you while you are this prisoner to this situation. THey will want to beat you down even more. And little things may bother you some may even send you into a crying spell. I remember the first few months if I ran out of Milk or it went sour, I was crazy with a breakdown. Silly, as that seemed. But I cried so hard. I no longer have that spell, but I do have others. In the prison of my pain, I have lack of oxygen at times. But the questions  come who do you trust to help you.  God is calling each and everyone to his side, he does not want us traveling a road without him., Being free will people we think we can unlock the bars. But I tell you we can not do that. GOD sent his son to die for each of us. John 3:16. He want us to trust him with everything. \Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. I think this is just what God is telling me. Chirst is the key that will unlock the bars, so if I am not trusting on christ than I can not trust on another. The bars will one day open as it did for Peter. He just walked right out of jail, out of town and knocked on the door of the people praying for him.  This is just a food for thought.