trrible, frustrating, depressed

Its been a very long time since i have been on. I am back with my sister in Biringham after anoher big fuck up of my life. I have a learnt a huge lesson in last 1 year. Being in a place makes you realise thing you have never encountered and think before. I come to realise that i really need help for myself rather then running away, For so long i ran off from the problems and using temporary methods to hide these problems. I have talked to psycatrist and doctor about my current situation and day to day depression. I am hoping that once i have a counsellor for 3 months i will ge able to move forward.