Troubled
Just bummed out today..... Life Isn't all peaches and cream I guess.... ; I feel like damaged goods really....... bladder issues now and hysterectomy behind me with the aches and pains that come with it, and still wonder if I should have done it.....mabey I always will..? Guess I'm mourning still for the way things were before, even tho they were hell a times.... But at least it was MY hell tht I was used to.... whereas this body is now foreigen to me.........
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I\'m sorry u feel so bummed. I know some of your feelings. I still have pelci pain that wont go away. I wonder if I sould have went tough all this mess to begin with. When is your appointment? I remember the date being pretty far out. I hope it gives you some answers. Take care and I\'m thinking about you...xx hugs Staci
Thanks Staci, my ultrasound isn\'t till Oct 30th. I\'m just wishing I could info everything ya know? I wouldn\'t have bladder pain which still hasn\'t been helped one iota with the new bladder relaxant pills he gave me !? I feel so damaged and I\'m still shocked that I lost my cervix as well. I feel like an it.... Damaged and not working right anymore... I feel just cheated. As I\'m sure you do..... Poor you and I, its so not right is it? What do you do when you just want to crawl in a hole and wither away? Thanks staci xxxxx