Troubled

I'm scared of my self. Of what I can do. Want to do.

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Remember sweet heart, you want to be a nurse, and help others. Focus only on that. Maybe you could go for now and see about being a volunteer at the hospital after school. It may not pay anything right now, but it\'s a good experience and you will be a great help to others. Don\'t think about that other stuff. Only how you want to help others. That\'s what is important. Call your councelor and talk it out. We are here for you. YOU CAN DO IT! Hugs, Danette
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Silly girl! Why be scared of the fact that you want to be a nurse #1, that you want to help people #2, and that you want a better life!

Go visit the baby nursery at the hospital and just watch new life and how beautiful it really is. You were there in the beginning. You can be there again in your heart!

Your monster under the bed is what is making you scared. Push it away and go forth young\'n! Huggles.
imemmarose
imemmarose

you are facing the hard things dear one. that is brave. people who DO the things you are afraid of don\'t struggle with them--you are reaching out for support, and you are talking about t hem. clearly you are capable of nurturing and kindness and caring--your desire to be a nurse, to support people here, and to suppress the frightening things within all speak to that. every one of us is capable of doing things that we don\'t like, but every time we choose to do the opposite, choose life, choose the good, we prove who we really are. Tell the other things that they are not what you want, and that you know you have power to DECIDE what you want. Tell them to go away and not come back, and then keep your focus on the things you do want. Remember that your mind can only do one thing at a time, so if you are thinking about something good, the bad things have to be dormant for that moment. If you are a spiritual person, i have some other things that have worked for me, if you are curious about that, let me know, i\'d be glad to share them with you too.
much love and faith in you...em
deleted_user
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People do fear what they do not know. You do not know yourself, or you would not be afraid. I only tell you this, because I used to be my own worst fear. I got introduced to myself by some very loving guides and teachers. You have found a place where it can happen for you. I know you have the willingness to be better, you just have not had the teaching. When you are ready, we will help. Our courage will be your courage, our hope, your hope. God is in on this, too. In fact, God is all that matters. But you matter most right now. So come into the fellowship of our group, and be safe. Namaste!