Troubled

     Just bummed out today..... Life Isn't all peaches and cream I guess.... ;  I feel like damaged goods really....... bladder issues now and hysterectomy behind me with the aches and pains that come with it, and still wonder if I should have done it.....mabey I always will..?  Guess I'm mourning still for the way things were before, even tho they were hell a times.... But at least it was MY hell tht I was used to.... whereas this body is now foreigen to me.........