*trigger* What if . . .
What if I cut myself?
What if I give in?
Would it help? Would I feel better? Or would it make things worse?
What will help? Who can help?
I won't give in, I rarely do. 99% of the time I control myself. But the temptation is still often, and strong, and that means there's still something wrong. Just because I don't act on the urges doesn't mean I'm okay. I'm not okay as long as I want to cut.
What if I give in?
Would it help? Would I feel better? Or would it make things worse?
What will help? Who can help?
I won't give in, I rarely do. 99% of the time I control myself. But the temptation is still often, and strong, and that means there's still something wrong. Just because I don't act on the urges doesn't mean I'm okay. I'm not okay as long as I want to cut.
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