Trial in three weeks
It has been a very long time since I've written an entry here, about 2 yrs actually. A lot of things have changed since.In my last entry I was really hurting,angry and couldn't see the positive in anything.All that have changed and so has my son who is now 14, and I as well.We both have calmed down quite a bit and I guess matured. He doesn't scream at me or his little brother as much as before and now he tells me he loves me everyday which I've always done.
Anyway,things have been looking up lately. We have been getting ready for the trial for a very long time and it looks like it's finally happening this time. I still have some reservation because last time it was postponed a week before the supposed trial.i really am hoping and praying that this would be it so we can all heal and go on with our live, most especially my son.4yrs is too long. There have been times when I was about to just give up fighting and my son had those times too but we both hung on and here we are now.now I know and believe that it doesn't matter how long it takes to fight for the truth and what is right,you just have to especially for my child.it hasn't been easy or all good for us. My mom wanted me to forget about the whole thing and not go to court , my kids and I had to eat cup noodles for almost 2 months because that was all I could afford to buy for us to eat but I am able to appreciate what we have now and am very thankful that my kids and I are always healthy, both my boys are doing reall well in school and we love one another.
Now I see the 4 yrs we've waited and actually don't mind the wait. I mean by no means that this is over but at least it looks like that monster is about to get a rude awakening.December 2 is the beginning of trial and my son will take the stand on the 3rd. I'm sure he will do great ,I've always told him just tell the truth and things will fall into place.I feel bad that he has to relive that moment again but this will heal us all.
Well, alarm to get them ready for school just went off so I guess I have to end my yapping. I will keep you posted as to how the trial goes. :)
Anyway,things have been looking up lately. We have been getting ready for the trial for a very long time and it looks like it's finally happening this time. I still have some reservation because last time it was postponed a week before the supposed trial.i really am hoping and praying that this would be it so we can all heal and go on with our live, most especially my son.4yrs is too long. There have been times when I was about to just give up fighting and my son had those times too but we both hung on and here we are now.now I know and believe that it doesn't matter how long it takes to fight for the truth and what is right,you just have to especially for my child.it hasn't been easy or all good for us. My mom wanted me to forget about the whole thing and not go to court , my kids and I had to eat cup noodles for almost 2 months because that was all I could afford to buy for us to eat but I am able to appreciate what we have now and am very thankful that my kids and I are always healthy, both my boys are doing reall well in school and we love one another.
Now I see the 4 yrs we've waited and actually don't mind the wait. I mean by no means that this is over but at least it looks like that monster is about to get a rude awakening.December 2 is the beginning of trial and my son will take the stand on the 3rd. I'm sure he will do great ,I've always told him just tell the truth and things will fall into place.I feel bad that he has to relive that moment again but this will heal us all.
Well, alarm to get them ready for school just went off so I guess I have to end my yapping. I will keep you posted as to how the trial goes. :)
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