trapped

im traped inside a fake world in my head, im happy...but its fake...i try to cry but no matter what i do the tears never come, im trapped, im lonely, im unwanted...whats wrong with me? all i want to do is cry, just let all my hurt out...why cant i? why do i have to hurt so much? everywhere i go i carry with me a fake smile, and all i do i wish it could be real...