Trapped

Well yesterday I stayed on the couch in my pjs and did nothing it rained all day.  I am feeling alittle trapped in my own house since I have been taking care of my mother in law.  My emotions are running high and I seem to be crying all the time lately.  I have been thinking about my mother with mothers day coming up and I am missing her alot.  She will be gone 2 yrs in Oct and the pain still feels freah.   My appetite has been very bad I can't seem to keep food down and everything seems to be making me feel sick and alot of pressure in my stomach.  Myhubby asked if it has anything to do with taking care of his mom and I said I think so.  We don't talk and when I try to do something for her she yells or blames me for somehting.  This is not easy taking care of someone and gong to work and doing the same job at the hospital.