Track Details! and Some other things.... may be alot to read

Ugh I am getting so close and comfortable here that I almost keep saying town names lmao.

So tomorrow after lunch... the track team will be headed to the gym to get ready to go the the track meet (aka competition). We all have to wear our sweatlants and hoodie oer usual, so we look like a team. One of the things I am running is the first event!! THE 2 MILE!! aka 3200. I am so nervous but maybe since this is a comp I will push myself more! I dont know when my 1600 run is but we will figure out everything tomorrow. I also need to ask Coach if I am running Varsity or JV. It should be over around 4-5 ish. I asked my parents if they could make it to the competition and dad will be at work but he might try to leave early but Erica said she has too much tax returns to do. I am sad but they dont care.

I went to church tonight. I am so glag because Erica has been getting so distant that we havent really been going at all. Like it was just Me Kaden and the little going today. Our youth pastor is gonna do everything in her power to get us to church camp this year. Man this is going to be a struggle but we are really trying to the point me and my brother are trying to sell our dirtbikes! Yk how much we love those!

I am the therapy friend. I have been praying for my friend and especialy those who I know are struggling with things. I tell them how much I am always here for them and how I am praying for them! I dont judge... I listen and give advice if they want it.

I am doing so much to get past this rough time, that I am helping others. Life is really hard and bust right now. Like at the end of next wekk spring break starts and I will be out of town the WHOLE TIME for DECA!! Ugh! We leave the 6th which is a Thursday. I am doing my best to to push myself to be better instead of sitting around moping in sadness.