Tough Moment.

Overall my husband and I are doing drastically better. We will make it and in many ways are closer than ever.

But there are still the bad moments. Times when he thinks about the adultery or can't trust me because of how I used to lie so much. It's devastating. I know that I have to be patient, and I am working at and praying about it. It is just very hard and I am struggling to even start to heal from the things hurting me while he is still hurting. And I hate seeing him hurt. It is horrible.

I just want to be past this. I am starting to see light at the end of the tunnel and that is good. I am just anxious to get there.