Tough days passed, tough days comming

I had very tough days. I kept truthful, no matter what. It was difficult. But I can count 10 days clear now. Wow.I'm out. But visiting my Wife occasionally. We talked some, and yesterday it was a very important talk. No, it isn't time to make a decision yet. But I can see some change. But I know by now that even if we divorce it doesn't necessarily have to mean we will not be together. She needs time, a lot of time. And I have to use it well.I'm clearing several things. One debt paid off by my Wife. Well, unlike me She never fails to do what She said. Now it is time to prepare for closing my business. I have to start now if I want to make it smoothly. One phone call to make on Monday, few agreements to close or transfer, and a lot of paperwork I hate so much. Why the hell I've ever started that?I'm trying to keep myself busy. And I'm reminding myself that "Honesty is the bestily". Actually - if everything settles down (in this or that way) I will think about tattooing that on my forearm as a symbol of regaining control over my truthtelling. We will see.Again I ask for a prayer. I'm waiting for a very important call (job related). It might change a lot in my life.Hugs to everyone!