Tough Day
Yesterday was a really tough day, no special reason just really tough, I spent most of the day crying everything I touched or saw even down to the little marshmallow peeps at the grocery store last night that I realized there would be no one to eat those little yellow peeps that only my husband loved......the stupidest things can just set you reeling. As the weather warms the realization that there will be no camping this year for us, just sucks........
I am sure one day this will all get better but I am not a very patient person these days I think I expended all my patients when Tom was sick.
I am sure one day this will all get better but I am not a very patient person these days I think I expended all my patients when Tom was sick.
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OMG Carol, have the same sentiment the HR where Tom worked sent an email they were mailing home his personal items from work, I am the same will have to look to see what it is but don\'t really want to....i am relaly afraid I am starting to hermitize myself from everyone, not sure if that is good or bad I guess time will tell, ~HUGS~ right back at you Carol~
Donale
I had a really bad day like that last week. Everything single thing that I looked at reminded me that he was gone. It almost drove me insane. Why are some days like that? Can\'t figure that one out. This morning something set me off in the car - it was so mundane, I can\'t even remember what it was.
Wishing you a brighter tomorrow
Angie
Angie,
I am guessing that we will all have 20/20 hind site in the end or maybe never know the answers I just know that it is so hard to become one, when you have been 2 for so long, it just scares the hell out of me when I think about it, I never would have thought that of myself. This is just such a nightmare that I know I will never wake up from....
senmding lots of sunshine and moondrops your way have a great holiday Angie!