took a bunch of valium

Ok, id like to start off by saying that i have a wonderful man in my life who has stopped drinking to support me. Well, i feel like i am able to go out and have a couple and have a good time. I like singing karoke. Im getting my kids back and they love me. I am gaining trust from my family.fact is, i am an addict, but i want to drink in moderation. Tonight i took some valium. I think me and scottie are hitting the end here actually. Im 23, hes 39. He has fucked up and gotten things better.im just a fuck up and he must be desperate to be with someone like me. I dont even wanna think right now.