Too Much Time on my hands!

Sitting here watching tv and wondering if I will ever experience these things again:
Spooning
Cuddling
Kissing
Chatting
Hugging
Laughing together
Pure Honesty
Comfortable Silence
Crying together
Feeling Love
Wanting to come home to see her
Impatient in traffic because I want to be with her
Buying her a rose
Giving her a massage
Holding her hand
FINDING HER!!!  Who is she, do I know her already, does she know me, does she exist?
Time will tell I guess and thats what I have too much of!  Or do I?