Too Long----Too Often

I apologize to all of you here for my too long journal and writing them too often.
When I had my nervous breakdown in 1985, my Dr, suggested that I write things down that were on and in my mind.  I guess all this stems from that practice for 8 months.  I write down what I feel in my heart and to some I know it's boring and they feel it's just something I do. 
I will do my best to refrain from doing this as often as I have.  Again, I apologize.  I say too much, too often and maybe that is wrong of me to do so.  Seems like I do a lot of things wrong lately.  Maybe that's why I feel abandoned, and rejected .  Maybe I deserve it.  There are few who really care what a man my age thinks anyway.  The young macho men have all the answers nowdays.  If you don't believe it, ask them.  They have the money, the looks, the cars, the girls and the answers.  I have forgot more than most of these guys will ever learn.  Oh well, who cares anyway.