too full!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

uhhhhh.......my stomach feels sooooooo full!!!!!!!!!!!! like it hurts because it's so full!!!!!!!!!!! i don't feel good......i ate too much today....WAY too much......and ED's voice is in the back of my head saying,"restrict, Restrict, RESTRICT!!!!!!!!!!" and i think i will.....obeying ED is the only way to make the voice go away.....i feel so incredibly sick.....i wanna go to bed and not wake up.....or i wanna go to bed and thne stay in bed all day tomorrow....i don't wanna go to work.....i'm tired and i wanna go to bed.......i'm crying......i'm tired of lying to everyone.....of pasting a smile on my face and saying that i'm fine.....i'm NOT fine.....i'm NOT smiling on the inside.....i'm crying inside and out and i don't wanna lie to anyone anymore.....i'm tired of lying!!!!