Tomorrow night

a few days ago I had mentioned about my fiances friend passing away....  well the friends sister has been in contact with us although we never met her....  she was wanting to thank my fiance for doing a welfare check via the police in the town that her brother lived in and also to let us know when the viewing is....  well here last wk or the wk before i had recieved in the mail a poem from a friend of mine from facebook....  the poem is entitled "AS I SIT IN HEAVEN"...  Monday night i had read it to my fiance to see what he thought of it..  he liked it then called his friends sister to let me read it to her & to see if I can read it at the service tomorrow night...  she (the friends sister) loved it and said yes she would love it if i read it at the service following the viewing....  I was happy that she said i could read it....  I usually dont like public speaking because im shy around people that i dont know but I felt the need to read this..  here is the poem:

AS I SIT IN HEAVEN

As I sit in Heaven

 and watch you everyday

I try to let you know with signs

  I never went away

I hear you when youre laughing

  and watch you as you sleep

I even place my arms around you

  to calm you as you weep

I see yopu wish the days away

  Begging to have me home

So i try to send you signs

  so yopu know yopu are not alone

Dont feel guilty that you have life

  that was denied to me

Heaven is truly beautiful

  Just you wait and see

So live your life laugh again

  enjoy yourself be free

Then I know with every breath you take

  Youll be taking one for me....