Tomorrow is Easter

I am going to drive Nan home tomorrow to Hermiston on Easter.  Went and hide Easter eggs for Lions Easter Egg hunt, no big deal, many people milling around, no one to truly talk to, no real conversations to add or be a part of.  It seems weird, like no one knows what to say to me.
Many locals said "Kathy" is not cool at the Rock, watch out for her, she has problems, to watch my back.  I felt great I was so excited about this job than get told that. I can only do my job as I am good at working hard & good.  Figure out a way to make sure my cashier part is done correct so she does not jeopardize my job.  Please watch out for me, I need this close job to help pay for our place here.
I just do not know if i like being here anymore, I feel like its not where I am to be, I read where Idaho is one of the top ten retirement places to be.  BUT I have to sell our place first.  Wish in a way it was sold now as there is a cute place for sale 30 miles outta Boise, where jobs are easier to find.  BUT than I will miss the deer/elk here.  Oh Roger I am so unsettled and I wish I knew how or what to do. Not knowing is frustrating to me, I need help getting the bathrm done etc.  No one follows up with help.  I am truly all alone.