Tomorrow is Easter
I am going to drive Nan home tomorrow to Hermiston on Easter. Went and hide Easter eggs for Lions Easter Egg hunt, no big deal, many people milling around, no one to truly talk to, no real conversations to add or be a part of. It seems weird, like no one knows what to say to me.
Many locals said "Kathy" is not cool at the Rock, watch out for her, she has problems, to watch my back. I felt great I was so excited about this job than get told that. I can only do my job as I am good at working hard & good. Figure out a way to make sure my cashier part is done correct so she does not jeopardize my job. Please watch out for me, I need this close job to help pay for our place here.
I just do not know if i like being here anymore, I feel like its not where I am to be, I read where Idaho is one of the top ten retirement places to be. BUT I have to sell our place first. Wish in a way it was sold now as there is a cute place for sale 30 miles outta Boise, where jobs are easier to find. BUT than I will miss the deer/elk here. Oh Roger I am so unsettled and I wish I knew how or what to do. Not knowing is frustrating to me, I need help getting the bathrm done etc. No one follows up with help. I am truly all alone.
Many locals said "Kathy" is not cool at the Rock, watch out for her, she has problems, to watch my back. I felt great I was so excited about this job than get told that. I can only do my job as I am good at working hard & good. Figure out a way to make sure my cashier part is done correct so she does not jeopardize my job. Please watch out for me, I need this close job to help pay for our place here.
I just do not know if i like being here anymore, I feel like its not where I am to be, I read where Idaho is one of the top ten retirement places to be. BUT I have to sell our place first. Wish in a way it was sold now as there is a cute place for sale 30 miles outta Boise, where jobs are easier to find. BUT than I will miss the deer/elk here. Oh Roger I am so unsettled and I wish I knew how or what to do. Not knowing is frustrating to me, I need help getting the bathrm done etc. No one follows up with help. I am truly all alone.
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I know how you feel when people dont know what to say to you or say nothing is the worst part. I hate it when they treat us like we have some kind of desease or something. I complained to my kids that my husbands friends dont even call to see how we are doing. My kids said dont be upset Mom they are busy and they havent forgotten Dad. It just breaks my heart. Dont feel alone because I really feel you. I feel like you, which direction should we go?
Do I stay where we are or do we move. I dont know?? Its just a painful and frustrating journey for us. Hang in there and just pray on it. Hugs to you. Edie
I left after 4 months, I couldn\' stay. Especially when you consider the fact that my entire family was in antother state 1500 miles away. I had friends, but they all had their lives to live. I needed to have a support system, an it was not in NY. I know I did the right thing. It may not be for everyone to just leave and start over, but it was what I needed. Besides, that was our plan, that we would move away from NY and move closer to my family.
I feel for you, being alone can be a good thing, but not all the time. Hugs and hugs to you. You are not alone when you are with us.
Maria