Tomorrow is 7dp5dt
So 7days done, id say I am a mess but you wouldnt really know it, im actually fine, just brain wurring round the same thing over and over, I log in here hoping someone will tell me I am definitely pregnant or even that im definitely not?? Just hate this wondering.
I think overall I must be convinced I am not because every now and then, the thought that it is entirely possible that I am creeps up on me and freaks me out!! Ive had a few weird scenarios, I always think of my Grandad as a rainbow, basically when he died I saw a rainbow and I knew it was him, but then I doubted it, so I said to him, if its really him he should show me another one the next day, well he did and since then I was convinced.
So I saw one the other day for the first time in ages and I did my usual "hi" and then I thought to myself if its you and your gonna help with the baby thing, show me another today, later that day....sure enough!! so I thought I might be tricking myself so I tried one more time and said, one more tomorrow, and then forgot all about it! Then walking my doggie the next day I walked down to the lake and the most beautiful rainbow was there waiting for me!!
Also, I am not religious but the lady at my work is and her mother does a prayer group and they always pray for me which I think is nice, apparently they prayed for me the other day and she is sending me the prayer hankie. But one of the members of the group didn't know about me and got a message he shared with the group about a baby that would be, and he described the child. Kinda spooky but cool.
I think I am a little bit more crampy than last time but nothing really, I am gassy, have not slept very well in the last 2 nights which is unusual for me, I have a weird back ache, like if you've been working out, and ive been waking up really hungry. Still no implantation bleed, My boobs are sore, but they were last time. hoping one of you will tell me im bound to be pregnant hahhaha!!
I think overall I must be convinced I am not because every now and then, the thought that it is entirely possible that I am creeps up on me and freaks me out!! Ive had a few weird scenarios, I always think of my Grandad as a rainbow, basically when he died I saw a rainbow and I knew it was him, but then I doubted it, so I said to him, if its really him he should show me another one the next day, well he did and since then I was convinced.
So I saw one the other day for the first time in ages and I did my usual "hi" and then I thought to myself if its you and your gonna help with the baby thing, show me another today, later that day....sure enough!! so I thought I might be tricking myself so I tried one more time and said, one more tomorrow, and then forgot all about it! Then walking my doggie the next day I walked down to the lake and the most beautiful rainbow was there waiting for me!!
Also, I am not religious but the lady at my work is and her mother does a prayer group and they always pray for me which I think is nice, apparently they prayed for me the other day and she is sending me the prayer hankie. But one of the members of the group didn't know about me and got a message he shared with the group about a baby that would be, and he described the child. Kinda spooky but cool.
I think I am a little bit more crampy than last time but nothing really, I am gassy, have not slept very well in the last 2 nights which is unusual for me, I have a weird back ache, like if you've been working out, and ive been waking up really hungry. Still no implantation bleed, My boobs are sore, but they were last time. hoping one of you will tell me im bound to be pregnant hahhaha!!
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I love your story of the rainbow, and that you keep seeing them when you ask. You are PUPO, and you have every right to be excited and to hope for the best. I\'m rooting for you and sending all of my positives vibes in hopes that you are pregnant. It\'s stinky that there is no way to really know, but \"knowing\" that you are and enjoying the moments are great while you wait to know for sure.
When do you go in for your Beta?
You are bound to be pregnant! I so hope you are. I love signs also and my granny had some significance in my BFP. I had my transfer on her birthday. I hope these rainbows and prayers mean something for you my friend. I have my fingers crossed!
Aww I love that you\'re seeing rainbows, there are signs everywhere! I hope your Granddad rainbows and the prayer hankie do the trick, hang in there hon, the wait is almost over!! XO
I am absolutely in love with your rainbow story, and think it\'s the magic ticket. Rooting for you! almost there!
Love love love the rainbow story!!! I thunk he is definitely looking over you and this is it :)
I love thatvyou saw so many raibows, they are so rare it really must be a sign. Keep in hoping. It\'s so early that I wouldn\'t worry about symptoms.
Hope you get your BFP.
I also love your rainbow story!! Hoping that all those symptoms are pointing to a BFP! Thinking of you!!
Rainbows by biblical definition stand for God\'s promises & hope:0) I love your beautiful relationship with the rainbow my friend. I think your symptoms seem very promising indeed!! *HUG!!!