Told Mom
Saw my mom this afternoon and i got up the nerve to shire one of my hardest secret i kept not only her but from my entire family. As im telling my mom i can see her facial expressions and demeanor her eyes welling up with tears and as i keep talking because now im in there's going back as i continued to talk my mom's tears turn to anger and i can see it growing more and more as i spoke She stood up picked up her glass or water and slammed it on the floor falling to her knees screaming! You f..King Basterd S..t Kicken son of a bitch. Holding my mom so she wouldn't hurt herself i said please mom stop...... Shaking her a few time again telling her to stop she finally looked with out saying a word. my mom looked me in my eyes and the anger very quickly turned back to tears. We embraced of i don't know how long began to shake like the day i saw my mom, my parent for the first time. Planing to tell my brothers next. This will be most hard on my brother Mike who told me at the time to go away.
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Wow. That anger your mother felt....if anyone hurt my child the way you were hurt....I would have that anger too. My children, by the way, are cats. Yes I have four legged children and I love them just as much as I would a human child. And if anyone purposely abused them....Anyway...I know that anger. You and your Mom are lucky to have one another.
The anger of your mother is understandable and justified. Good you held her at that moment so that she doesn't hurt herself and that you could hug each other. Shaking is OK too. It is a way to release the trauma. Good luck with your brother! Blessings on your way.
You are so very strong & each day will get better & better for you ***Huge*Huggies***