TOLD HER, KNOW WHAT SHE SAID?

ok i needed to tell mom about my apt on the 5th....well she said she didnt think i was depressed, and even if i was i dont get meds and she might mabie mabie concider therepy...i cant belive her....i thought even she would understand this but no no way. this is why i dont talk to her at all, never have. why start now?? so pissed off ok im starting to freak about sayin somethin...im gunna have to tell the doc about cuttin prob and then if i get help...its just i heard storys that phyc's like check for cutts and im scared of that...its like i dont want my copeing resorce to be gone...its all i have really.....idk, mabie i shouldnt go to the doc after all?