Todays the day

Morning journal. Well i got up at 10.30am this morning (omg im normally up at 6.00am) Its Sunday and the suns shining. Should have gone to my friends wedding yesterday but i wound myself up about going so much that i ended up staying at home. My friend (a guy that i have known for years asked me to go with him and i was a bit worried about things getting out of hand and me regretting it in the morning as they say.) He is a lovely guy and he makes me laugh and is one of my best friends and i feel pretty vunerable at the moment and i didnt want to take any chances as i dont want to spoil our friendship. Yes he is cute and yes it would be so easy to do at the moment but i just dont need it. I have decided that today is the day to start getting fit and getting my life back in order.  I am going to go back to my support group where i have a lot of good friends. I havent been able to go for a few months but nows the time to start again. I have my work which i love so i dont need to change that. Maybe in a while i may meet the man of my dreams but i dont think hes in this village as they are all over 60.  Better go as ive got to get on with my life and that includes getting outside. Charlotte is gonna cycle beside me this afternoon whilst i jog so keep your fingers crossed for me, lol. Next year you will see me in the olympics. Much love to all my bezzies.XXXXXXXXXXXXX