TODAY......WHAT A DAY.
Well well today isnt quite over yet but fineally after a day and a half I think Im slowing down Been haveing alot of racing thoughts.I have had up and down emotions too. I hate it. Last night I made the mistake of takeing too many ADIVANE me my bf and cousin went out and they said I was actingup couldnt walk right. I took 1 to help then another then anotherand then 1 more there was 2 left and I stopped. I was feeling relaxex that what I was needing, Came home and pretty much past out acording to my bf. I took my trazinone and slept all night.Well I woke up today and felt like cring not hungry got online a while and then desided I needed out of the house. I told Chad we had to get out of the house hurry and get ready. I didnt want to sit still we shopped all over and also looked at some jewlery stores for our wedding bands. he wanted to eat I wasnt hungry so i said lets go return som movies ..we past a tattoo shop I said lets go in I think he was getting tired of running by no asked y ? Well we went in and i was like hi to the guy at the counter can you pierce my penis? well he did it was a rush i still need to calm down i want to do something else dont get me wrong this day hasnt been bad at all I just cant sit still I know why but still hope I dont need to take extra to sleep tonight,,... oh well my piercing looks cool as hell Some things i like would never get if it werent manic...ish lol
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