Today was the hardest one yet...
It hadn't gotten this bad yet, but today was absolutely terrible. I was really hoping to get through this without any meds, but I don't think I can do it. I can find distractions and think positive and stop myself from cutting, but I can't make this empty, broken feeling go away. Not on my own. I had to draw two butterflies today and even that only barely kept me from cutting. It did nothing for the way I was feeling. Hopefully I can actually talk to my therapist about this when I go. It seems like every time I go see her, I have an amazing day or two right before I go and I end up forgetting how completely helpless I felt the rest of the week.
I just want to be better. That's all I want...
I just want to be better. That's all I want...
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I cannot for the life of me figure out how to make the stupid slider progress bar thing work correctly. It\'s supposed to say 2% at this point but it skips straight to 4. Anyone know how to make it work? (As if anyone even reads any of my stuff...)
Well surprise surprise I read your stuff :P but I don\'t know how the slider works; maybe it\'s extremely sensitive.
I don\'t know. I can only get it to go to numbers that end in 0, 4, 5 or 9. It\'s really odd.
maybe it\'s a glitch they\'re having; for now I\'d go to number 4 if that works for ya
oh and I forgot to add, I hope you don\'t forget to talk with your therapist about the last cpl days; maybe they can give you some new ideas that\'ll help ; hugs hon
Ok. Thank you.
not a problem at all hon; always here for ya :)