Today sucked!
I'm just gonna come out and say it today sucked......it SUCKED!I LIED AGAIN LIKE A COMPULSIVE LIAR I mean I am one but really! I thought I was supposed to be making progress.... but today..... I LIED!!! I had gone so long without lying I think I went like 7 months without lying and then I Lied over watching a stupid TV show how dumb is that!!!! Well I guess that goes to show you what a compulsive liar I am!! I can't stop and you know what the worst part was is that I knew I was doing it I just went and did it for no reason at all! I knew I was gonna get in trouble.... so... I lied!!! My parents are so sick of me and hearing I'm sorry ..I'm like the boy who cried wolf I lie and lie and lie until no one believes me anymore!!!I need help you guys any advice?
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You need to find out why you are lying. What pushes you over the limit. I feel like you\'re over sensitive person. Good by heart. But being so sensitive also make you react really hard when you feel like an outsider, someone who is different and excluded from others because you don\'t watch certain tv shows, you don\'t do certain things, maybe you\'re not succesful like others are in some things. But everyone is unique and noone is great in everything. You need to admit your defeat sometimes, show your weakness...even if you get hated or being judged for not being as \"cool\" as others, at least you will have inner peace after conversation ends. If you choose to lie..you won\'t have peace even after conversation..even after feeling bad while lying...peace won\'t come. Lying has worse impact than admiting and exposing yourself to hungry wolves who loves to comment on weakness of others. Because you know ..if someone is keep bugging you about your mistake...it is because they are weak themselves, their truth may not come out but they are weak. Only weak people try so hard to be tough by making others feeling so bad. Think about it... you\'re not bad person, you\'re obviously honestly regretting your lie. But it\'s not just that..you\'re regretting you\'re not who they are. But you will never be cool if you want to be someone else. Find your own way. It\'s okay if you don\'t watch some stupid shows, it\'s okay if you\'re not into what others are, it actually makes you pretty cool, unique, wonderful. People of your age may not see it that way, but trust me, older you will get, more you will be interesting for being different. Don\'t be like everyone else just to fit in. Be true to yourself and sustain bullies, be mentally powerful. Longer you will be tough even when bullies attack you, harder you will be to defeat, every single time you will be stronger, they may want to throw more bullying into you first few times but if you withstand that, you are on road of staibility and on road of self respect that you need and deserve. Yes you have road to walk ,sure, but you can do it. Don\'t think too ahead though, every step counts. And if you can make one step that\'s one step further than you were before. And it counts and it matters. Be strong sweety.
Thanks that helped a lot I have been talking to my friend about it and she understands and is helping me