Today should be a good day...

Ok, so I was diagnosed with cancer (specifically Folicular Lymphoma) a few months ago, and today I got the results from mt CT scan. It should be good news, I don't have to have any treatment yet but it feels like a weight is dangling above my head. Like I can't quite see if but I know it's there... I'm scared to look too much into it (don't look a gift horse in the mouth) but I'm scared that all of the sudden I'll stop thinking about it and that's when it will choose to drop.

I'm just tired. Being a new mom and having all of this to contend with I'm just so overwhelmed....

That's it for tonight, I'm exhausted.

Em