Today marks your half a year angel anniversary
Today marks your half a year angel anniversary. Cant believe it was 6 months ago that i held you in my arms as you took your last breath. Six months have passed and my memory of you is still fresh. I only have these memories now. I can say that it stil hurts so much. I miss you so much baby boy. Id give anything to get to visit you. I had a great outing with your brothers today. But could not help feeling sad cause you missing. You suposr to be with us. And smille or laugh thouse gumles smiles. It aspecaily hurt watching your brother making a 6 month old baby laugh. Thi kig that should have been you. I just love you and miss you angel. Light some candels for you my lovey.
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These anniversaries are so hard, especially when we see others who look like them, are about their age, or are somehow like them. We always feel that tug at our hearts. I am hoping today might be a gentler day for you.
Sending love, Leda
Leda
Thy really are so hard Its so difficult for me to just leave the house. I cant handle seeing babies at all it brakes my heart. Or even walk down the baby ille in a store. I Had a few times wear I had to get something that was in the same ile and I just couldn\'t do it. But My husband really went out of his way to make the day a bit easier for me. and was so grateful
for that.
Understanding how heartbreaking and exhausting too these days can feel.
One step and breath at a time is what you are taking and healing is happening even when you doubt that it possibly could be... It is... Hold onto that as I have and trust.
Loving care,
XO Joanie