Today Marks Two Weeks Since I Lost My Angel
Today marks 2 weeks since I lost my angel, I miss my baby so very much I really don't know when it will start getting easier. I am currently on birth control to regulate my cycle after the miscarriage, still taking my prenatals and now I am on metformin. After I get my menses I will probably wait until August to start trying again which means back to provera and clomid and oh yeah progesterone suppliments, I've been eating healthier and exercising trying to get my body to the best shape possible. I pray to God and to my angel to please allow my next bean to make it to full term, just want to be a mommy
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You will be a mommy. And whether you know it or not you\'re already a mommy to a little angel in heaven. :) I need some exercising tips. Thanks for being here for me. I really do appreciate it.
It takes a while to feel \"better.\" I\'m 3 months in, and I can finally say that the grief isn\'t consuming me anymore. Yes, I still think about my little boy every day, and yes, I still cry over him. It\'s just different now. It\'s not as painful and raw as it was.
It\'s great that you\'re getting yourself in shape. Your rainbow will appreciate it :)
Nicole is right, it definitely takes awhile to feel better.....you will never forget what you went through, but time will make it hurt less. I\'m glad to see you\'re TTC again. Jumping right back into IVF is probably what helped me the most.
xoxo
It has only been two weeks, allow your body to heal and your grief to progress before you begin trying again. I know it\'s easier said than done because I am a Mom and a Step Mom. It has almost been a year since Annaya became an Angel. I am calmer than I was 6 months ago or even a month ago. I am ready to try again. I am 10 years older than you are and each day that passes, I worry about menopause...
I pray that when you begin to try again much baby dust will be sent your way and that your next baby will be a live screaming baby.
Hugs, Love & Rainbows!!!
Nneka
Praying for your BFP! Start TTC when you are ready again. You are the only one who knows when you\'re ready. Listen to yourself and your body. Love ya!