Today Marks Two Weeks Since I Lost My Angel

Today marks 2 weeks since I lost my angel, I miss my baby so very much I really don't know when it will start getting easier. I am currently on birth control to regulate my cycle after the miscarriage, still taking my prenatals and now I am on metformin. After I get my menses I will probably wait until August to start trying again which means back to provera and clomid and oh yeah progesterone suppliments, I've been eating healthier and exercising trying to get my body to the best shape possible. I pray to God and to my angel to please allow my next bean to make it to full term, just want to be a mommy