Today is the new beginning

Frank told me before he died to leave Brad and soon.I just cannot leave Brad and noone understands.I have realized that I wanted something that I couldnt have.Everyone wants a Prince.I wanted Brad to be like Rhett Butler.I wanted someone to help and protect me and to be always there.I wanted someone to hold my hand when I cry and tell me to stop.However,this is 2008 and men are not like this.And when you create a image in a book things horrible happen.Life is not a book.It is not a fantasy.And I will close with a saying that was popular in the 1990s.It said this Life is not a dress rehearsal.And whoever said this was right! I feel so much better and alive.I feel like Frank is here and no matter what I do..Frank will always be with me and I know in my heart..I will see Frank again and once that does happen,all of us ,my whole family will never be separated again.