Today is just one day.

Today I feel depressed, it often goes unnoticed as I try my best to hide it.  I'm not even sure why I am on this site, not sure if it will make a difference but I need to heal.  It took me over 2 hours to decide whether or not I should post my experience to an anonymous online site.  How crazy am I to think everyone will know who I am?  Just knowing I got it off my shoulders helps a little.  I try to be strong everyday, some days I don't even think about what happened to me and some days I dwell on it...like today.  I am just so anxious today.  I am STRONG, I am BEAUTIFUL, I am KIND, I am DESERVING.  Sigh.